After a rough day

After a rough day my brains just can’t stop thinking about it all. Need to write, write and write a little bit more.... Just need to get it this all out of my head, then I can sleep again, I hope.

In last days I have noticed that SO many people are trying to find a course in their life, in so many different ways. There are a lot of diverse ways - building career, studying, reading, taking different spiritual classes, meditating, drinking, getting into relationship/married, having babies, trying extreme sports...

I think I have always travelled to find a purpose in life. I have always felt like I will never find myself if I get stuck in my regular daily routine; so I've been always trying to find different people and to see different places, with a little hope to find something. I don't know what. Maybe an activity I would really love to do, maybe a place where I would like to stay, maybe philosophy or religion that I would find inspiring, maybe a guru... or maybe my life would try to surprise me in some other way. I always knew that I won't find nothing new If I stay home.

Right now I'm preparing myself for my next trip. One more time I have a hope and I'm questioning myself - maybe this time I will find what I'm looking for?